I am taking another workshop at http://www.bigpictureclasses.com/ and was tasked with taking a picture of myself. I tried to do it a few weeks ago after admiring Georgia's portraits over at http://www.itsjusthowiseethings.blogpost.com/, but was not happy with the result. So when I saw that I would have to try again, I was mixed with emotion. I was happy to give it another go, but apprehensive that I wouldn't be satisfied yet again.
And I was right.
I took shot after shot.
I tried different spots in my bedroom. (I had to hide in there, because I didn't want to explain myself to my husband or kids.)
I shot.
I deleted.
I processed in Photoshop. and then...
I couldn't help but make fun of myself.
After posting my second shot, which is above, I went and spent sometime in the class gallery. I saw how other people captured themselves and although I am truly not surprised, most had a hard time with it. They took a lot of shots. They deleted. They used the healing tool in Photoshop. And on the rare shot, they showed us themselves.
Raw.
Natural.
Unaltered.
Beautiful.
I have to say that those are the shots I loved the most. The ones that I felt really showed the woman. Showed their strength. Showed them, raw, natural, unaltered, and beautiful. I find courage and strength from the woman that did. I think it is beautiful and I thank you for sharing your raw natural beauty!
Hi Joy,
ReplyDeleteThanks for checking out my blog. Last year I started taking a weekly self portrit of myself. Why? I'm not sure. I've never been particulary confident. Anyways, the weekly self portrait gave me a new found appreation for my body and who I am. I can be silly, confident, shy, unsure, sad, happy, thoughtfull and beautiful. I began looking at the girl in my self portraits with the same love and affection I have for my daughter.
I just wanted to urge you to keep taking selfies. Your right they are hard, but it's totally worth the work.
Thanks for leaving me a comment Trish! It is funny, because today I went on a hike with my 11 year old son and turned the camera on myself again. Although I can't say that I love them, I can say that with each shot it gets easier to look at me - flaws and all. Thanks for your encouragement! I will definitely keep trying.
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